I just want to sleep. A coma would be nice. Or amnesia. Anything, just to get rid of this, these thoughts, whispers in my mind.
I didn’t undersand liking thousands of facebook groups 4 years ago would result in annoying me so badly now.
Why is it so hard for people to just tell you straight why it is they’re acting the way they are. One little tiff between 2 people becomes world war 3 for the ones around them. Saying terrible things to the one I love is completely and utterly out of order, when all they have tried to do is be a good friend to you. I wish I could understand what was going through your mind but I can’t, it’s ridiculous, it’s childish and you’re wasting away one really good thing on something so little, get over it people change. Is it really that hard to understand? Pretending I don’t know is one thing, but telling me you’re happy now after I know what you have done to them? destroyed them and made them feel worthless, that makes you a terrible human being. Have you ever thought to listen to what they have to say before you make assumptions? No. Have you ever thought about how hard they are trying? No, obviously not. I know because I am there to pick up the pieces after your unkind words, I think it is about time you stop and think about what you’re saying before you say it, just because you’re feeling down or left out does mean you can take it out on them I care too much to let you do this but I can’t stop you because I care about you too. I am stuck in the middle of all of this and it is killing me. I debated crashing my car you upset me that much, I felt like if I didn’t my mind would explode because there is nothing I can do but to sit back and watch the ones I care about most get destroyed. I’d say I feel hatred but that doesn’t seem appropriate, I am more disappointed to be honest I thought you were a better person.